Study time ...

I become a girl who love studies .. How to say? Ermmm, basically when I was in Primary 4 I hated studies so much that I get results that i am disappointed with.. But this month September 2013, I have decided to spent more time on studies .. Like my teacher written in my report book that I was not balancing the time studying and playing ... And playing  time was 3hours and studying only 1h and 30minutes ... Yeah .. Now I spent my time on studies more than 4hours a day and playing was 2hours or more .. I think you guys should be thinking why I suddenly change my behavour ... Its because of him..Him... He is a guy that I truly love and in relationship for almost 8 and a half months .. I putted my 100 percent in this relationship but we broke up .. Like others girls, I cried and cried for him .. 

And he was my phone wallpaper back then .my friends all persude me to not in relationship with him because he is not a good guy .. I refused to listen to them ,continuing my love for him .. But,after a few weeks later, I calmed myself down .. And started listening to music,playing with friends and doing my hw .. I reflected for almost 2hours reflecting and blaming myself to be so stupid to be in rs instead of putting the efforts and time on studies.If i were to do that,I will be able to achieve sucess for my sa1. I regretted and regretted.. But then, I cant change the time back so i decided to be in more forcus on my upcoming psle .. And stay strong ...